~~ Salam Aidilfitri ~~

Salam Aidilfitri pada semua rakan2 yg mengenali kami suami isteri, maaf dipinta andai pernah salah berbahasa, salah berkelaku, salah mentafsir dan salah mkn dn mnum. Moga Lebaran kali ini lebih meriah disambut bersama keluarga, sanak saudara dan sahabat handai.

Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

.. my hubby ...

mama wants to dedicate today as abah's special day! heheheh bia la even abah jarang2 bace blog mama, n not so fan of FB, tp mama nk nulis gak...










abah dgn Aqil in 2007...

Abah dgn Zahra in 2009..







rase biase dah ngutuk suami, hehehhe biase la bkn ngutuk pe sgt, mmbebel campo komplen yg ringan2 jer... hari ni mama nk list down every kindness and good things about abah nyer...

tp citer cket2 jer laa............



abah is easily tempered, but after 4 yrs mama dpt predict ape yg boleh mmbuatkan abah cepat marah, so slowly mama is learning...... well, mama rase marriage is a process of living and knowing your spouse better and better for happiness of a lifetime........... kalu x ermm kejap jer laa bertahan..

despite having his temper abah is a very loving father and husband............ xramai yg tahu how spoil he can be when he wants attention... hehehheheh.............. hopefully only i knew......... :)

abah is my handyman @ home, dari bertukang, repair paip air, electrical issue seme bende abah leh wat... just name it n he'll try his best to solve.... tp jgn kaco die wat keje, hehehehe...

abah is helper too... blk pasa musti abah settle seme ikan, udang seme... mama tgal nk mskan aje dorg tu.. bagus x abah nyer? ;o) hihihiih.............

mcm org lain, my beloved hubby may not be as handsome, well dressed mcm org keje ofis tu, but to me he's perfect... just the way he is.......... tall, good looking, just gorgeous!! only mine!...

to abah nyer.............. my love will never ends............ never will, never ever ............ love you dearly sayang.........

sometimes, we took thing for granted and we tend to forget how grateful we should be and how lucky we are compared to those less than us.............

that's y take a minute or two and think.... be thankful .................................

.. penantian suatu penyiksaan ..

11.34am @ Kuantan - ermm rini abah dah set kan appoinment tuk mama g service Avanza.. appoinment kol 10 so mama ingat nk jd org 1st smpai kat Toyota Kuantan ni, mama pon decide, kene bertolak immediately pas anta abah g keje pg nnt... and so i did... pg td mama bersiap terus... cm biase anta budak2 kt Mokteh, then anta abah, ("ermm awal lg ni... "), se tu 830 baru... okla plg2 kurang leh smpai 930, Toyota maybe bukak kol 10, ekekkekekek tu seme my assumptions...

940 am, smpai la mama kt Toyota... caiss.... keter ngah queue jgn ckp la.. smpai terkua2 barisan... yg ngah duduk dlm nunggu smbil mnum2, mkn2... ermmm nmpk selese dah seme, bak kate cam wat umah sndri la... cume xde yg tdo jer kt sofa tu...

urmmm ngan ngeluh nyer, xper la tunggu jer la... advisor tu ckp td, kete leh siap t/hari.. dlm kol 1230, tp xtau la kan setakat duk kt cermin sblh bengkel dorg ni xnmpk lg kelibat CCP 1743... :(

anyway, harap2 xde la smpai kol 2 3, kot ade pulak yg bedengko kt sofa, ni wat history pulok!!

bace surat kabo satt...

..kemengantukan yg terlampau...

- 2.26pm @office, mama dilanda kemengantukan yg extreme.....
dah tdo dah jap td kt surau nun, tp malang nyer smpai abis lunch ngantuk mate ni xterubat gak! stress mama dbuatnyer!!!

adekah kerna mama puase??? hehehehheh cm saje nk ckp je ngah rajin pose, dehal br rini jer hehehehhe...

rabu ni last la mama bekojer kt Halliburton ni.... dan bukan masenyer lg untuk pk is this rite or wrong... my decision made! mama akan kembali ke Bumi Armada.......... untuk berape lame? haaa yg tu kiter xtahu lg............ xper la, janji dah ade kojer tetap!! xleh milih sgt kt bumi Kemaman ni, ade kojer tu pon dah patut besyukor sgt2.....

kwn2 cni ok, kije nk komen byk pon xleh sbb mama xsempat wat kije betul2 pon... kije sket2 je sempat wat... tp sbb kan offer Bumi yg agak baik rase nyer okla financial mama tuk bberape tahun akan dtg ni... insyaAllah.......... rezki......... Alhamdulillah.......

lepas ni ne atur blk financial ni.... ish nk g cari article molek2 sket pesal financial planning ni... untuk ilmu dan practical................ g sat no........

.. feel like been agesss ...

office @ 12.37noon - ermmm... rase cm dah setahun xnulis...... bukan malas ok... just time contraint... separuh mase clerk, separuh lagi mama to my 2 precious gems not germs ok, ekekkekek... and full time lady to Mr Hubby .....

so many things happened but yet so lil time to write em all..... nk recall pon xingat dah details... some too p&c to tell.... ~~~sigh~~

definately these few weeks, budak2 begilir2 xsehat, pas sorg2.. abg dah baek, adik pulak, adik dah baek abg nyer pulak... smpai hr ni Zahra pulak batuk+selsema, abg baru nmpk ok sket dr demam... ape factor nyer xtau la, cuace?? maybe la kot... kejap panas sgt2 kejap hujan pulak... mcm2 ada....

mcm hr ni, eloknyer hujan dr pg td smpai la ni xberenti lg.... uurrmmmm....

dah smgu abahnyer cuti...

to be cont @ 1.29pm.... (fyi the above was written on the 18/5/2010)

and continued...................... today, 5/7/2010

hehehehhehe....

.. goodbye "Wardati My Rose" , welcome CCP ..

@office, 12.26 lunch hr - ermmm a warmth welcome to our new 'kude', name CCP 1743 ... hehehehhe.. Alhamdulillah, syukur, last week, on the 9th Mar, En Aznizam's family, with PokLan & Mokteh went to Kuantan to get our new car... after almost 2 months waiting, finally, it arrive.. tho we waited for wilayah's plate with no 2101 (anniversary date) and black color .... but what the heck with numbers rite? ;o) so we're really greatful for the new arrival... :)

just for my family happy viewing...

not to show off ok....................................... alaa Avanza jer............ not like BMs ke.. Honda ke.. Mits.. ke.. hehehhe............ whatever pon...........


Lev U Yangggg........................ :) mwaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh......................

.. tragedi March ...

home @ 1.05AM - this is the only time i can find to write......

it was 3rd March 2010, we were supposed to take aQiL for his medical check up @ Kuantan, in the same time, abah nyer have an appointment in the morning... but the nite before, mama checked aQiL's appointment card; the date was 5th March.... still, we decided to take him with us.... but

the next morning, rite before we leave to Kuantan, MiL insist in leaving aQiL to Mokteh, ermmm... pk2 blk okla... and so we did....

appointment abahnyer finished almost lunch... kitorg bwk my in laws n miL to lunch somewhere near Sg Pahang....... the food, as always, was good... masing2 kekenyangan........

abah bdak2 ni mkn smpai ngantuk mate nk drive, mama mkn juge tp xkenyang sgt sbb ratah lauk jer..... and so i became the driver...........

tgh driving....... few mins past the Sg Lembing Toll, just after the junction between to KL and KT, i began yawning like hell!!! Ngantuk se ngantuk2 nyer!!! Mengalir2 airmate ngantuk ni, xtau nk ckp cmne punyer ngantuk! I guess it caused by my lack of sleep and being tired that nite before.... letih mmg letih la......... tmbah pulak matahari elok dduk atas kepale.........

All of a sudden, I felt my eyes were so sleepy................................................................ and they closed! In a split seconds, these pics tells the rest of the story....................................

There're three things I wanna thank for.............
Alhamdulillah..........

1. aQiL xikut,
2. the traffic was clear.. no car until after 5 mins of accident,
3. we both are ok, with only scratches and bruises....

Everything went so fast, mate mama terbuke then tayar belah kiri dah masuk longkang tepi divider tu, immediately mama pusing steering ke kanan, (ada gaung belah kiri tu) to avoid masuk gaung............ but then hit divider kanan pulak..... kerete berpusing n stop horizontally in the road................. mmg maut sblm ajal.... Alhamdulillah xde kerete laju kat lane kanan tu... (mmg xde kerete lalu pon)...............

mama terbayang kete meletup ke, tebakar ke... nmpk minyak merate dah, minyak ape xpk dah se tu, tau minyak petrol jer.... nsib baik bukan..........

about an hour or so jalan tu pon clear, kerete pon dah di'tow' by LPT to Toll Jabor..... kt sane tunggu pulak geng abahnyer nk tow ke Kemaman.... kt sane baru mama snap pics for memories...

Abah kate " This will be his (the car) last journey with us... " sedey tgk abah..... mama rase bersalah sgt, dulu abah kater kalu nk beli kete ape pon keter ni tetap xnk jual............... :(

I'm sorry Yanggg........

I guess these are what the last of him we'll c..... abah ckp pasni, masuk bengkel tuka seme baru belake then jual terus......................................................

from the look of his eyes, mama tau betape sedehnye abah............... i know how it meant so much to him......... but maybe takat ni jer bakti nyer tuk kami sekeluarga..............

p/s: drive carefully everyone.............................. don't take ur life for granted...........

Alhamdulillah, syukur, masih dipanjangkan lagi hayat yg dikandung badan ni............